| subject: | Alone |
| post date: | 2007-07-07 13:20:11 |
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| I feel so alone. Not lonely. Alone. There's a difference. I don't feel like I have anyone who understands me and knows me. The real me. Or even anyone who wants to try. And now the one person who I knew would love me unconditionally, no matter what, isn't here anymore. And I just feel so lost. I know, I know certain people will read this and they'll say I still have the rest of my family and my friends. And that they love or care about me. But how can they? They don't know me. The real me. They don't know how I feel, what I want, what my hopes and dreams are. There's really only one person who knows all that. Who knows what I want and how I feel and who I am. All the things I hide from the rest of the world. And well that whole situation is just confusing. I'm not sure where I stand with them. And I'm just so tired of being alone....and lonely. I'm tired of not having anyone. Someone I can count on. Someone I can just be with and be MYSELF with. Someone who I can just talk to forever, about anything and everything. But sometimes I feel like this is my destiny. To be alone and isolated within myself. |
(wants some bling)
