Saturday, January 06, 2007
story
Current mood: angry
ok here we go..got married after about 1yr he started hitting me. if that wasnt enough he started on my kids..so i left him. mom gave me 500 to move here (since he was the man & took all the money). rented a house..worked my ass off..got into a badddd car accident had to get a roommate to help pay bills since i couldnt work for a bit..found out he was smoking crack & meth in front of my son (12yrs old now). so i kicked him out & called the cops on him...thought it was the right thing to do...WRONG!!! dhs & cops took the kids..now they want me to do 2 random ua's a week & go through drug counciling classes..which i have to pay for..started doing the ua's (everyone clean of course)then i could pay for my place to live...lost my job...oh i forgot back to the roommate..after he found out the kids were gone he broke in & stole eveything & i do mean everything..no clothes, toothbrush, not to mention the expensive stuff ...4 tvs washer dryer computer furniture...it was a 3bd house w/ full basement!!ok now back to now ..have no job no money very little clothes but most of all no place to live..im not aloud around my kids unless its supervised which is for 2hrs a week..i stay at my moms but if dhs finds out (my daughter lives w/ her)then i go to jail & so does my mom & we wont be able to see my kids till theyre 18..i go to court jan. 17th...they want mom to keep my girl but want my sons fostermother to adopt him..aint that all a bunch of shit?? & here i thought i was doing the right thing..
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