I was doing the xmas shopping again as i do every year, but this year something was different in the way i approached xmas, i usually am the sad individual who will put the tree up 3 months prior becuase i just cannot wait for xmas to come so that i can get prezzies , but now i am no longer 10 and instead of getting i am actually expected to buy, i dont get nice cool presents anymore but rather what the call the practical presents , stuff for my apartment, beauty products, clothing etc, i sometimes think back to when i was 10 and the really cool idea of what my mom and dad had got me, mind you before xmas morning, i had found the wrapped presents and skillfully opened the paper and peeked inside, ruining my own suprise, but never the less i always managed to look suprised on xmas morning.
Now that i am a "ADULT" the very people i despised and rebelled against i have not got that xmas spirit , i only put my tree up 2 days ago and did the xmas shopping on the 23rd , can you belive that
When will i get that christmas cheer again?