I can be a good friend, and help anyone out if, I am able. But I also don't care about a lot. if you want to be friends then I'm open and welcoming. but if you want to walk out the door without a word, I will not only allow it, but I will hold it open and lock it behind you. I won't lose sleep over it. I've suffered so many losses, what's one more? To throw away a friendship after 20+ years without an explanation and then ignoring texts and blocking, that's fine. I will endure and thrive. this is not directed at anyone in particular, but this is how I can be, friends are there for each other, and support each other, we can have differences and still be friends and respect the differences. I'm done, I'm going to work on what's going on, if I am texted, it will go unanswered, I gave a good chunk of my life to that friendship.