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Lust is lust sex is sex love is love happy is happy pain is pain bad is bad good is good what am i what would i do if i could? Bad or good what i chose to be they leave me in the end. i am damned to walk this earth alone with out a friend. Has my sins brought karma? Have i pushed eveyone away am i full of drama? what is right what is wrong? i just want to feel love AND to be cared for been holding on to hope so long. Trying to find a understanding in a world that never accepted me. Trying to find love but I FAIL so miserly. The black raven follows me is it time to leave the earth I have been forsaken from. Will i go to heaven or hell what is the payment to live beyond the gates of heaven what is GOD's forgiven sum? Mortal corruption is in my soul. Never felt love only from God but never felt whole. Humans on earth wont accept me for who i am. i bleed like you im human like you why do they accept other people with flaws and still in they life but not in mine? what did i do i was born this way so much pain in my heart loneliness in my body in my mind. When SHALL this pass when shall it be time? Seem like everyone on earth is happy but me seem like everyone on earth is in the light but im in the dark seem like everyone in in the front im behind... tick tick time steady go im still stuck in the past still here. Love has abandoned me i think death is near...
