2020 I didn't think I would make it this far
still alone, still wishing on that star
the dreams I had, there now in the past
the life I dreamed of ended too fast
at 65 the light now grows dimmer
the smile on my face now dosent shimmer
I sleep at night with just empty dreams
I wake in the morn, with no life it seems
I go through the motions, I get out of bed
I go make my coffee, and it hurts in my head
why do I do this, and beat myself up
because I still love you........