You look back in life and you think where did you go wrong and wish you would have never fucked up but you did and you just wish you could die.You wonder why you ended up like you did and you wish you could change it but you can't.You wonder why ppl do what they do and why they treat you like they do and then you remember what went wrong.You just don't understand life at all but all you know is you have a purpose but you don't know what it is at all.You ask what it is but know one can answer.You pray and sometimes you wonder if there really is a god and then you do believe in him till he lets you down.Ppl you love die and ppl you love get hurt and you just wonder what the hell happened and still no answer.
