XaviRoseMaiden's blog: "Early Morning Writing"

I just love going to church on sunday , it fills me with joy to sing and fellowship with the loving kind people there. Today we felt a loss with our father being there , his warm smiles and kind blessings were missed. But they are going through alot with his wife mother getting ready to pas to the other side , and on top of that thier family dog dying as well. the one they would of sought comfort from in these rough times. Everytime i think about being too sad andf staying i find myself thinking of someone who has it even worse then me. 

I hate Cancer , we are praying for members whose lives been touched by cancer ...

  For me   it  hurts ... it killed my Uncle , and his brother, it killed my Grandmother on my Mum's side. It kills without rhym or reason. it doesn't care how much you love them when it rips them from your life. I see so much pain and suffering. It breaks my heart to see people suffer so much... 

Aging isn't as easy as it looks... I see the suffering up close. I see the hidden pain. I the fight for pride , to maintain ones independance as long as they can.  I don't even want to think about losing any more members.... I love them all so much their some of the kindest people i've ever met. 

Let the aging have thier digity as long as they can , treat them how you want to be treated with kindess and compassion as much as you can. If you end up caring for a member that is losing their memory please get support , don't do it alone its a heart breaking process...

Be grateful for your health it is truly pricess... when we young we seem to have no idea how much of a gift it is ... one morning you could wake and it could all change... it was only a week ... that my Mum was sick ,and then suddenly she was gone ... gone forever... in body .. not in spirit .. not in legacy .. not in my memories..  Treasure those that love you .. make peace where you can .. Life is just too short ...