It's hard to change being like this because of everyone and everything which made me this way.
People, life, events (whether good or bad), situations, storms, trials and so on, tend to be the builders of walls, and distributors of pain and tears.
Learning how to opperate the "wrecking ball" machine
in order to rid myself of those things....
even harder....LOL, but "It's a good thing" as Martha Stewart would say...LOL.
