Every time you get mad, you take it out on me like it all my fult , Every time things dont go your way its my fult , You dont understand when you bitch all the time and yell all the time you hurt me , you know little me who you say you love every night , Its not my fult you are having a bad day , why do you sit here and say you love me when in fact all you do is hurt my feelings all the time when i talk about laevein you dont want to do that and i have done is try to make things work out and i feel like i keep hitting a brick wall ,a dead end , no way out you name it i feel like it . I will keep tryin ether untill i am stoped or dead but i will keep trying no matter what i wont let my family fall apart . i love you alot and i know you will never read this but at leaset i got to say something somewhere and i really dont feel any better. Maybe later i will hopfuly .