friendship w really knows the meaning of the word? i thought i did till to of my friends i grew up with treated me like shit and acted 2 faced towards me. i loved these 2 and treated them like family and the go behind my back and say and start shit. i can only take so much like any one person can but stuff like that i cant take.people like that make me sick and make me want to disappear so they will feel bad and feel lower than dirt.why is it so hard for a good guy like me to get good trustworthy friends any more what is this world coming to? will i hope you you have a good read this is my first blog i hope i did good :)