audrinamarieVirtualVirginstaystrong's blog: "mine"

what is it about you that makes my heart skip a beat

when i hear your voice it makes me feel whole again

you pull me back to reality and then i realize it's all just a made up fantasy in my head

i know you'll never be mine and we'll never betogether your  all i ever think about when

i wake up and go to sleep but my dreams seem so real but then i remember your just my

imagination playing tricks on me i snapp back to the world of you just being my best friend

you act as if you don't care about me but i know you do deep down inside your a normal guy with a

loveing heart but your so numb to the  world i just can't can't keep trying to convince you how much

i love u don't you see how your tareing m e apart i cry so much but you don't see the tears i hide from you

it's the stabbing pain that messes with my nemotions and heart your a total diffrent person  than i knew before

and it kills me to watch you walk away but your so into everything else that i just get pushed aside like an old toythrown away and

that doesn't exsist in your world so i'll i can say is im done trying i give up im gonna let him fly and  say goodbye i love you :(

deadicated to my best friend he knows who he is if you view this im sorry