MaxxSaxx's blog: "Max Math"

SO, JUST HOW DO YOU SAY SO LONG TO SOMEONE YOU NEVER REALLY MET?



SOMEONE YOU NEVER TOUCHED OR FELT, BUT YET,



THERE ARE FEELINGS, STRONG FEELINGS THAT YOU GET



FROM THE TYPING, THE WORDS AND A PICTURE OF A SMILE



A SMILE SHARED WITH THE WORLD BUT YOU TO NOT REGRET.



I LEARNED FROM YOU AS FROM SO MANY OTHERS AND I KNOW



THERE WAS, OH, SO MUCH MORE TO DISCOVER.



HOW CAN YOU GIVE BACK A HEART THAT YOU HAD NEVER SEEN TO BEGIN WITH



AND YET YOU OFFERED IT LIKE IT WAS REALLY YOURS



WHILE THE WORLD LOOKED ON BUT THEY NEVER HEARD



THE TYPING OF OUR FINGERS THAT WERE OUR ONLY
WORDS



SO HERE I AM THINKING THAT I'LL MISS YOUR PICTURE



THE WORDS ON THE SCREEN AND YOUR LITTLE TYPED WINKIE ;-)



BUT NEVER A TOUCH, NOT EVEN A PINKIE



MUCH LESS LIPS AND ARMS AND LEGS AND SWEAT OR A LITTLE KINKY



JUST LITTLE EMOTICONS ALL RUN TOGETHER



IT FELT LIKE I NEVER REALLY KNEW YOU AT ALL



BECAUSE EVERY SITE I CRUISED TO YOU WERE ANOTHER



SO THEN HOW COULD I KNOW WHICH ONE WAS REALLY YOU



WHEN TYPING AND PICTURES WAS ALL THERE WAS TO MAKE ONE THINK OF FARAWAY SMILES



THE KIND THAT GET IN YOU AND STAY FOR A WHILE



AND YOU SUCH A MASTER A REAL ONE AND ONLY



A SMILE ON A SCREEN, THAT'S ALL THERE WAS FOR ME HONEY.



FOR HERE IN MY HOME WHERE EVERYTHING'S REAL



I HAVE ALL THAT I LOVE AND THESE THINGS I FEEL



I PLAY MY SWEET MUSIC THAT YOU NEVER HEARD



I KISS ALL THE GIRLS AND THEY HEAR MY WORDS



THEY'RE TRUE AND THEY?RE LOVING AND CARING AND BOLD



THEY'RE CLEAVER AND WITTY AND SOMETIMES THEY?RE COLD



BUT ITS ME THAT THEY HEAR NOT JUST SOME LITTLE THREE INCH SPEAKER.



MADE UP OF WIRES AND ETHERNET CABLES, RJ45 AND BNC CONNECTORS



AND YET THERE WAS SOMETHING THERE, SPARKLING, ELECTRIC



I'LL REMEMBER AND ENJOY THOSE THOUGHTS AND THOSE VINGETS



LIKE THEY WERE REAL TIMES THAT HAVE NEVER EVER BEEN YET,



AND I'LL THINK OF YOU WITH FRIENDSHIP AND COMPASSION



LIKE A DREAM THAT I'D LOVED BUT THEN QUICKLY PASSES



I?LL ALWAYS BE TRUE TO THOSE VISIONS I CREATED OF US



THOSE GHOSTS OF SOME PASSION THAT WE NEVER KNEW



BUT THEN SOME OTHER DAY IN A TIME WE CAN'T SEE



THOSE GHOST DREAMS MAY MEET AND MIGHT REALLY BE



YOU SEE THE FUTURE'S NOT OURS TO KNOW OR TO SEE



AND IT ALL COULD HAPPEN, IT ALL COULD COME TRUE



I?LL KNOW WHEN I SEE YOU WHO YOU REALLY ARE



BUT 'TIL THEN YOU'RE A PICTURE, A SCREEN AND A SMILE



WE'LL MEET THEN SOME DAY AND WE'LL BE AS FRIENDS



THAT LIKE SHIPS IN THE DARK CAME TOGETHER AND THEN



WE'LL KNOW IF THAT DREAM OF IMAGINED LOVE WAS A TRIAL



OR A FUTURE WITH ONE ANOTHER, AND KISSES,
YOUR SMILE



UNTIL THAT DAY COMES AND WE RUN TOGETHER I?LL
DREAM OF



MY FRIEND, MY SWEET, SWEET FRIEND THAT I NEVER
KNEW.



I'LL BE HERE FOR YOU IF YOU EVER SHOULD NEED ME



BUT UNTIL THAT DAY? AU REVIOR, AND I'LL MISS YOU.