I was fucking kidding myself I tried to change who i was to be with someone. I know some of the changes were for the better but now that things have so drastically changed and I see things for what they really are I gotta ask myself was I trying for the wrong person? I never figured out how someone could tell you that they love you and then just walk away like nothing ever happend, are these people just heartless fucks or did I just give my heart to the wrong person? I think I need to learn this trick. Mayb they dont even know they do it hell I dont know and I guess I probably never will but you know what I dont wanna know I like the fact that I am a caring person and I like the fact that I am trying and doing it on my own. Best of all I like that you really get to see how a person is when everything is said and done. I am sorry that I lost him cause yea I did and do truley care. Well I guess it just goes to show you no matter how old you are you still gotta try new things cause you never know what you might learn from them. Im done ranting have a great night all and remember this is just the internet turn the comp off and walk away from the drama there is a real world out there! ( yes I know there are some of you who cant lmmfao) O yea and please feel free to leave comments I am all for hearing what people think