and u think ur childhood sucked.imagine what ur putting ur own child through. i understand u need help but from what i hear u still not getting it. and thats ur fault. not hers she thinks that because u havent even called to talk to her in over 6 months that ur punishing her for what happened.u grew up hating people for things that happened in ur life now how do u think shes going to feel. u might need mental help but guess what now so will she.