Can not stand my head, nor my heart to be played with, like it is some board game that can be pulled out whenever it seems necessary. I am a human being that has feelings and emotions just like everyone else in this world. If you prick me, don't I bleed. If you hit me, I may get pissed off but, don't I cry. Then why, oh why must this be deemed okay. People wonder why others have trust issues, just look around there are plenty of eye openers. Wake up this is not High School anymore, this is the REAL world and in the REAL world it involves a lot of growing up, which some have not. Is it sooo hard to find a decent person? What is it that I am doing sooo wrong that god must torture me so. Haven't I been through enough!