Here is a little background. I met My Love 9 years ago. He has blown the doors open on My heart and My world. In this past 9 years I have grown and changed and become the woman I am now. I have perfect strangers telling Me that I am one hell of a woman. He even sais that I am amazing, but I do not fit his little dream of the future. He sais He loves Me and wants to spend the rest of his life with Me, but with Me his dream will never come true. It does not matter that I have gone places and done things I never even considered. It does not matter that I have sat a hot red head on his face, or tied up a cute lil hard body and said " Here My Love, have a good time"... Iam so lost .. He is everything I have ever wanted in love and life... I finaly find a man that can handle Me... and I cannot handle him ......