This is the deal. After being in a commited relationship for 3 years and having it come crashing down around my head, my world is changing.
My plans for marriage and moving to another state for his job but now that is not to be. So here I was getting ready for the move and marriage and my plans have now changed.
There are not many jobs in this area to be had. Ive had a wonderful job offer about 3 hours from me. I need to take this job but just dont know really what i should do. My son is 13 and he really doesnt want to leave his school but of course will go with me whatever my decision. I suppose living in one place all my life has me a bit scared to make that huge step of moving and doing it alone. Grrrrrr sometimes I wish i could close my eyes and make a wish for this nightmare to end. Do i stay or go, am i going to mess up our lives but rushing off headlong into another state?? Hmmm stay tuned and lets see how it goes.
