What is hidden
What is hidden is more interesting....
Than what is obvious...
The monster I keep hidden is surfucing...
I have kept the monster hidden for so long...
Hidden to protect everyone around me...
Hidden to protect myself...
People in this lonely world can not handle...
This monster I do possess...
I dont want to be controlled anymore...
By what society expect me to be...
People ask me? What would people say...
You have babies to raise...
Dont corrupt what they could believe.......
Now see that is where people are mistaken......
MY children will believe in what they wish...
Who I am becoming doesnt mean i wont...
Encourage their believes and choices in their lives...
But I can not allow myself to be hidden any longer...
I am who I am and I am not here to live...
Up to your expectations...
So if you know what I am hiding...
Leave me a comment to guide me...
If not than shut the fuck up...
The hidden is more interesting...
The obvious is what keeps peoples eyes shut...
To the reality of human nature...
So this monster I am letting surface...
It is comeing...slowly, but it is what it is...
So the world will finally see what...
What has been hidden inside me for sooo long..........
But it will not be soooooo obvious...
By ~Wicked Lover~
10-12-2008
