i had a coversation with my son very recently...
haveing a long and bumpy history...sometimes words can never even begin to express all those missed conversations...
and as HE said to ME...
MOM... LETS NOT EVEN GO THERE, CUZ ALL THATS MATTERS IS THAT I LOVE YOU AND ALWAYS HAVE...
i told him many years ago...all he or i ever have to do is close our eyes and he feels me as i him...
sometimes all that matters is that hold around our hearts...
MY HEART BEATS STRONGER NOW...
and i and so greatful!!!