No one knows just how it feels to be in such despair
Unless of course they're down that road or have sometime been there
The road can be a lonely one to travel on your own
Sometimes you feel so black inside you cannot face the dawn
Oh please god not another day of constant doom and pain
I cannot find the strength in me to battle yet again
I know inside I must be strong the road I travel will be long
There will be bends and sideways tracks
But I know in time I will be back to a normal life
But I must learn
To seek and do the things I yearn
Make time for me and have some fun
Then maybe that road won't seem so long
Some days I cling on desperately
To that thing that we call sanity
And other days I feel just fine
I wish that mood was always mine
With guidance and a helping hand
I know that I shall find the land
The place I really want to be
Back in the life god gave to me.