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Confessions of a late twenties drama king
 
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To preface this it goes along with my other rants and previous attempts to take the high road a few months ago concerning how things went down with my potential move to NC



Ya know its really fuckin funny how I'm the one fucking accused of playing games. I'm the one accused of not being fucking honest and all that other fucking horse shit. Turns out the fucking pot was calling the fucking kettle FUCKING BLACK... No that was the fucking pot dropping a bunch of fucking N bombs on the goddamn kettle and not givin the fucking thing any chance to fucking reply. Go figure. Not only does shit go down badly and I get accused of some fucked up shit that I never even fucking did it turns out the accuser is way fucking more guilty that I ever fucking was. Not even a little white fucking lie like oh my hair really isn't red or no my eyes aren't really green. This was a pretty big fucking lie. Now how fucking funny is that?

Lets see of fucking course its probably gonna fucking be played off in some fucking stupid hollywood cliche thing, ala she's all that, where I'll be told the only thing that was a lie were the pictures everything that was felt/said was true. (Well here's a fucking news flash its not fucking hollywood and in the end the people will most likely not be fucking friends that is called real fucking life, more importantly its my real fucking life.) Now how the fuck am I supposed to fucking believe that after being lied to about something so fucking basic and fucking simple as a goddamn picture? So oh yes you cared for me, cared for me so much you lead me on for fucking months with fake fucking pictures. Cared for me so fucking much you couldn't tell me the fucking truth. Yeah great fucking idea of caring that is.

Then to use MY DISHONESTY, well my alleged dishonety, as a reason I can't fucking move. As a reason to not fucking talk to me and all that fucking shit. That's completely fucked up. For once in my fucking life I can say I was completely fucking honest about it all up front and yet I still got fucked over and lied to about it all. Who really fucks around that much and plays that many fucking games with fake pictures and everything and why? Its fucking fucked is what it is. Now like I said before I'll admit I've played fucking games and fucked some shit up. I'm pretty fucking good at games if I want to be, although maybe too fucking good since the last time I tried it all seriously I got a fucking 6 foot purple haired amazonian stalker showing up on my fucking front porch saying she loved me. *SHUDDER GAG VOMIT*

So now where does this fucking leave everything? I mean fuck can I honestly fucking trust a fucking word now, a mere fucking syllable with it all? I don't fucking think so which is really sad too cause I was looking past how it all went down and was talking again and being civil. Shows how fucking things end up don't it. Wow I try to be the nice fucking guy and shit still gets fucked up..goddamn I have a knack for being in these fucking fucked up situations don't I. Cest la vie I guess Cest la fucking vie.

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