Last night I was out and over my friend house to once again spend time with someone I have very strong feelings. This time I knew how she felt about me and was very excited. Well guess what my bad luck came up and bit me in the ass again. My cousin called me and being the ass he is said some shit. Well instead of just telling Tara about it, I pulled my friend to the side and told her what my cousin said and that I was upset over it. Well this upset Tara and she left. Now she's pissed at me and is pushing me away. Saying what I did was childish, okay I agree but saying you arn't going to have a relationship with me because of this. Which is something small is not right. Only reason I didn't want to say anything in front of her is casue I didn't want her to think that all I wanted from her was just sex. Sorry but I care too much for her to think of that. Now I'm pissed at my cousin for ruing something that could have been great for me. I think I should just crawl in a hole and not come out ever!!!
