Hey I have been thinking about a lot of shit. People everywhere do nothing but hurt me. Sometimes I just want to dissapear. I have no reason to be here. My sister hates me...even though I have given her everything...Done everything for her, and he boyfriend. They can't see that if I didn't want them here then why would I have given them the option? They say that I get my way all the time. I make them feel like shit...but do they really know how I feel? I am so fucked. I fucked myself over when I said that they could live here. But it's like I gave them a place to live...it was either that or on the streets. They say the most hurtful shit to me all the time. I can't even talk about this to them cuz I looked to the history of my computer and saw what they have been saying to one another about me. Calling a bitch, that I'm worthless, useless and it was a mistake to move in with me. I think I am just gonna go and cry and be by myself for a lil' while. Love Emilie. xo
