She sits and crys..
For no reason she knows.
She can't keep track of emotions..
Wonders where her thoughts all go.
Feeling confused and shatterd inside..
Not knowing what can be done...
Wishing she could just hide..
Trying so hard not to run..
Knowing this is her normal..
This is what she does every day..
But how long can a person self destruct..
Before she burns away?
How long can you burn..
Before the flames dies?
How much can you fake being o.k.
Before uncovering all that you hide?
How long can you stay confused and live..
In a world that just can't understand?
How long can you be so empty with so much to give..
But scared of what you will demand..
If you open up your heart..
You open up your soul..
You become vulnerable..
With no place to go..
Wishing that she was normal..
Like what others seem to be..
Knowing she would never make it in this world..
If she wasn't me.
welcum to my world...
Blessed Be
~Tazy~