well ever since i left my job at pizza hut a couple of weeks ago ive had alot on my mind. a 2 weeks before i quit i had my miscarriage and ive been depressed from it and now im on hormones and it makes it worse. and ever since i started the hormones ive been really moody and irritable and depressed cause all im able to do at the moment is think bout everything goin on. its horrible. but if its the price i have to pay to be able to have a child then im willing to do it. and i have to start goin to mental health for it all. but this guy has taken me out a few times is behind me all the way. at least i have that much. but ive gotten to the point to where i dont care bout nething ne more. and that just aint me. last nite i had an old friend tell me that im nothin like i used to be. i might still have some of my willpower but ive lost some of it and everything else. and ive realized that and i hate it. i used to be a strong independant woman and now here i am on the verge of a nervous breakdown. hell i dont know what to do.