ok...my last blog was angry and upset. as of last night i am so much better. i finally talked to my love and he told me why he was blowing me off. i finally feel at ease again. what i am still not sure of is why he couldnt just tell me what was wrong to begin with. i mean do i give off the vibe that i am not understanding? anyways...it doesnt really matter why he didnt tell me...what does matter is that he finally told me. even though some things have changed, i am glad that we still talk now. i will always love him and he knows that...at least i hope he realizes it...but i will take being his friend over nothing. i am yet again at peace. thank you my love!
