Sometimes we live our lives wondering is this the best it can get. I have on a few occasions wondered this and realized we only live life once so we should do what truly makes us happy. Live each day is if it were the last. Cause I would rather live in misery then live wondering what could have been. Too many times in my life I have been too afraid of what should I do, what is the appropriate thing to do and in the process made mistakes that I know regret I don't want to regret anything else I do, I know what I want, I just hope it leads to happiness if she believes also I think it would