I've been craving an immense amount of attention. However, I haven't been feeling too sure about myself, nor pretty. I wondered what could possibly help out my issue & I figured I'd find something to occupy myself with. *light bulb turns on* I could attempt to apply as a model for Suicide Girls. I may not have all of the tattoos, but I have a love for piercings & my personality is out of the ordinary, completely weird & dorkish ^_^.
I enjoy dressing up & dressing down, in the matter of speaking. I'm not afraid to be sexy & still show off my 'dorkish' traits. I already have many ideas for future photosets. Still, I feel like no matter how unique I may think I am, I'm not the type of 'modeling material' they're looking for & I hate the feeling of rejection. I'll make my first suicide attempt within mid or late next week. Hopefully, I'll make a killing [har har]. If not, I wonder what other sites I could try out for... *Feel free to drop suggestions.*