The sun is out today, its such a beautiful day today. It feels lik a cloudy rainy day though.
I miss you so much you aresuch a big part of my life. I know i am to even though for some reason u dont want to show it. Being able to see your beautiful face everday just mae everything seem to glow brighter. For some unknown reason you decided to dull more and more. You were such a bright spot in my life.
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i dont know why and dont understand how you can be such a dumb ass lol. Bu i saw your glow fading more and more each day. I could tell thatsomething as wrong with u months before you left, because each time you would change your cloths you would hide all the beauty u posess. But its not my problem no more because you wasted enough of my time. The funny thing is i want you to do the right thing still, dont know if that could ever happen een if you do get ur head saright. You fill yourself with so many lies, that you start to lie to everyone who loves you.
You got so lucky when you met me, if i was anyone else i would have set you free so long ago. But i havethe unique ability to reconize the real thing. Noone else would een bother but oh well.
I love you with all my heart and i always did right from the start. you are so lucky becausei will always love you, but when someone else get to be inside my Heaven you will be pushed aside.
I justdont understand how you can have sex with someone if ur not in love, because love is the only thing that makes sex worth it.
Now I am at war with myself, because i love you and i vowed to loe you forever,and i will i wouldnt have promised if i wasnt going to. But im so sick and tiered of u wasting my time, i love u we belong together but im done playg your games. All the love i have for you well someone else is getting those feelings now. All the passion i havefor you is still there. But i have gotten so close to another woman i would love to give her all that passion. She is someone that deserves it, she wil charish it, and she wont take advantage of it. I hope lol jking.
