tonight i was sitting here and i realized out of all my friends tonight i had one man come and talk to me ,his name is (digmyboat) he was polite and we just sat and talked about alot of things. never once did he disrespect me by talking dirty or anthing like that. He knew i was depressed and just wanted to stop in and make sure i was ok and to let me know that he was re to help if he could even if it meant that he could only listen ,so i thank him for that .to me thats a true friend. None of my other friends bothered to come and see if i was ok or if there was something they could do or just to listen ya know ... i have learned that being on these sites that when ppl ask how u are doing they do not want to know the trueth they want to hear that everything is peachy and ok and happy go luck some ppls lives are nothing like that and they actually think that someone would care enough to listen when well i really do not think they do ... I am not saying everyone is like that but it sure seems that way i guess to me it does .. I would be there for a friend if they needed it or had something up saying how they felt but thats just me i guess i just make or try to make my friends important to me ... thanks for listening ..michelle
