Well, I gave my heart and love to my best friend again and I got burned...why do I keep putting myself through all the hurt? Is friendship not existent anymore? Am I asking too much from friendship?
To me, friendship is full of lil symbolisms that show how much someone cares for the other. Little things make a world of difference. Little things like making dinner once a week, going out to a movie, a lil gift here and there, saying you love someone, etc.
I know this is also online stuff, but I truly feel friends in real life off the web should get more comments on the web than online friends who have never met.
I believe we should help the ones we love in need. However, for the thousandths time, I help someone who I thought was my best friend only to have her turn her back on me and trash me.
U KNOW WHO U ARE!!!
(...and those of you who have read my page know who she is too just by the captions on my pics)
I was there when u had no place to go and let u live here at no cost.
I was there when u had no money and gave u some.
I was there when u wanted to end it all and helped u.
I was there to help whenever u called on me...
How do u thank me and repay me? U ditch me, u trash talk me, u yell and cus at me, u break your promises, and u turn your back on me after stabbing me in mine...
Where were u:
When my gf (your other best friend) was in the hospital bleeding to death?
When I was really sick?
When I needed someone there for me?
You were nowhere to be found and turned your back. There is NOBODY out there gonna justify not being there when a best friend is in the hospital bleeding to death after they were there for u so much!!! Think about it...
This is a final chance for friendship...take it or leave it...remember, once ended, there is no going back...