I love hearing how eveyrone says guys are always the asshole, cause this ones deff the opposite. My x who im still amazing close with just told me news that in a way is good yet hurts. Shes beem kinda i dont wanna say playing but talking wit me and another guy. Well i found out last night after last week where we had talked about possible geting back together saying how she was still truly in love with me. Granted yeah i had fucked up befor but hes done far worse to her in this verall time to keep them from dateing. Well like i said she had talked about herself and i geting together again and moveing in the whole eveyrthing. cause ive known how shes felt and knew she had made a misstake when she admited it and eveyrthing. Well i honestly hadnt lost any feelings for her and im not sure 100% how i feel know, i just found out shes preg qith the other guys child and will be liveing with him. she says shes 99% sure she wont end up even being with him long cause all they do is fight. Shes asking that i dont completely hate her and keep my mind open to her still. Ive decided on that for her once when we first broke up and i had heard this. But idk about it twice. Just a shity weekend cause ive still put just about eveyrthing into atleast this close friendship and i just feel as they comepletely screwed. I know long read lol thanks for reading for those who did!!! any opionions are welcome!
