It's a beautiful day today. I'm sitting at my desk, trying to study a bit and for a moment I stop, reach the window and watch the cars that pass down the street...I don't feel sad but a strange feeling has possessed me, something like a sweet melancholy, as a friend of mine would say... It was raining before but now the sun is out again and as I look up at the sky I smile...I feel worried and happy at the same time.
Optimism and fear combined and expressed through this smile that is drawn on my face for the last two minutes...Many changes and there have been times lately that I caught myself just watching all that was going on, from a distance, unable to react; I don't know if I really was unable to react or if I needed to just follow things without intervening in life's plans! "How and where am I gonna be in some years from now?" That's the thought that dominates my mind the last few months. I'm not a fatalist but I do believe that we can't avoid destiny...We can act and react, make efforts but we subconsciously follow a particular path from the time we are born. Where this path leads? Impossible to know but interesting to find out!
I wish you all a beautiful week that will help you load your batteries and take some time to share precious moments with the people you love!
