Blank
I have no thoughts about you.
I have no feelings on how I want it to be.
I don't care about what has happened.
I sit and try to sort it all out.
Try to understand,
How after waiting for so long,
Wanting you back so bad,
Has brought me here.
Maybe I am at a point where,
I don't put meaning behind anything you say.
I take it for what it is.
A thought in a moment.
I hold strong that it can change in a second,
Just like before.
Holding that thought makes me stay at arms length.
Thinking of all the excuses I made,
Now maybe thinking,
You just aren't into me.
If so,
Why did you come to me?
Why did you take some time,
And be sure she was gone .
Blank,but yet a million questions.
Only time holds the answer.
Dee Parenti
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