I hate you so much right now!!!!
Son of a bitch! its almost 3 am and I had to get this off my chest about these asshole playa ass niggas out here - now dont get me wrong I love black men, lord knows I do, but I'm sick to death of their fickle dont know what they really want asses ! Got me thinking about jumping ship and taking my sweet little kitty cat with me too, Gonna get me a white dude- you know what they say - "once you go white yo credit gets right" but the truth is I would miss all of the wonderful things about black men that I love like the swagger that vibe that just makes you wanna melt - ladies you know what I mean .... So whats my options ? Take my chances on meeting more of these smooth talking , fly dressing , game spittin ,swagger swaying ,good fucking ,big dick having,huge fantastic liars or close myself off to all of them? see, I should'nt have to do that either, I should be able to like or even love you freely if thats what my heart wants to do. I should be able to TRUST you and feel secure that what you say is absolute and know that if it wasn't mutual you wouldn't be here.I should not have to decipher between lies and try to figure out what you "really"meant when you said whatever it was that you said. I'm an honest person so why oh why do all of the beautiful liars wanna slither their snake asses my way? Why do I get the niggas who see my tits and lose their damn minds? Fuckers - I'm a person not a conquest ! I'm sick of playing the game, sick of playing hide and seek with the pussy- I should be able to give you some without worrying if I'm doing too much . I'm bone tired is all I'm saying niggas yall need to get your shit together, learn how to treat a woman because with out me there is no you! Ladies be careful out here the devil is comming humble in his approach! Real Talk!
