Man it's been almost a year since I posted here...wow.
Anyways onto the heart of the matter.
It's kinda hard to explain....maybe it's the sudden & multiple contacts of people from my past as of lately, or some sort of subconscious reaction of all the different people I've befriended here, and at other websites. Add to the mix a crazy assortment of my real-life friends, and an plethora of things having not gone so well for the past few years now. Take all of that, toss it in a blender set for "WTF!?" And what you get is me, with this almost overpowering feeling running all through me of being at the edge of a big change.
I've been dealing with all sorts of shit in my personal life for almost five years now. I've done the bit of asking the bigger questions to myself. Waxing the philosophical, and even getting metaphysical with my myself. The conclusion that I've come to is that I've been surviving which was pretty good all things considered. But I'm done with surviving, I want to LIVE! Which means there's gonna be a lotta people who are in for a surprise. As I sit here typing this out, I can literally feel it in my fingertips. There places I wanna go, people I wanna meet, things I want do, especially with my art! My game face is on, and I'm coming out with both guns blazing.
So to all my friends here, old, & new, mad thanks for the inspiration.
