Today I shed a tear for you, one I thought I would never shed. I looked into the mirror and wondered about what was said. I thought it was forgotten tucked away deep and safe, but it came to me today when I glanced upon your face. My love and admiration I thought was clear and bright, but I guess in the heart of sorrow it could not been seen in such dim light. Where once hope and longing lay, lay dread, fear and pain. Hopefully in time I can find that hope again. I wrote some words down once, I thought that made it clear. You have always been that special friend I always held so dear. My heart holds fast, my love holds true rarely do I open up the way I’ve done with you. But in the end it happens just the same. In the end our own happiness is always the treasure that we wish to gain. The cost to us can never be replaced, and we always seem to lose, for that once special gift we give up was the better one to choose.