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I just want you all to know that not only am I hosting the auction, I too am up for auction. So please stop on by and get your bids in. Yes, I do love to spoil my Fu-Owners and I am addicted to being a fu-slave. lol As the bid goes higher, my offer may increase. Keep checking it out!!!! Yeehhhhhaaawww!!!!!!
Happy 4th of July to you all! First of all, I hope you all take some time to remember the real reason we celebrate this holiday. We live in an AWESOME country and someone fought hard to make it the country that it is today!! Never forget to appreciate the freedom that we have!!!!!!!!!!!
I am currently on a camping trip again. Taking another much needed vacation from the big bad real world. If you all read my blogs, you know I have a lot going on health wise right now, so this trip is hopefully gonna give me some much needed laughs with my family, and take my mind off of things for a few days anyway. I will try to check in late at night when I come in and settle in from the fun of doing the camping fun for the day. Don't forget to get your bids in on the kick ass auction going on. There are some amazing people up on the block!!!
Just so you all know, I love my friends on here to pieces!!! You all are some great people and I am thankful to have you all as part of my Fu-family!!! Much love and Big hugs to you all!!!!! Mary Ellen
Well, I went to all of my doctor appointments today like a good girl. I was even nice to almost everyone I had to deal with. Anywho, the results weren't what I wanted to hear but I am trying to keep my head up and think positive. I am even more scared now than I was before I went for the results. The cat scan that I had done showed a tumor on my left kidney and also one on my left adrenal gland. They did more blood work and made me an appointment to see an urologist at 9:15 in the morning so that he can view the test results and see what my next step should be. Like I said, I'm scared. I'm nervous. And I am pissed off. I want it all to go away and for my life to find some kind of normalcy once again. Again, I ask that you all keep me in your thoughts and prayers. Thanks so much! Mary
Some of you know that I had some serious testing done last week. 5 tests done over a 3 day period. Trying to find out what is causing some problems that I am having (seperate from my leg). I got a call from one doctor today letting me know that the test came back abnormal. I have to go back in the morning at 8:30 to see the doctor that ordered the tests and as soon as that appointment is over, I have to go to my family doctor to have more blood work done and to have more testing ordered. Needless to say, I am pretty scared right now, and that is something that doesn't happen very often. I'm also very angry. Just sick of being sick. It's affecting my life in more ways than just health wise. And I am mentally and physically drained from all of it. I can only hope and pray that the doctors are now on the right track to solving all of my problems and I can move on with my life. Anyway, I ask that you all say a prayer or two for me that everything will be alright and that I will have the strength to get through all of this. Thanks so much! Friendly Hugs & Love, Mary
First of all thank you all SO much for your kind words and prayers. As always, they mean so much. I am just getting in from the hospital. Where they performed the surgery on Friday, begin to get extra painful yesterday and I just assumed it was normal. What actually happened was the infection had already reached the bone, caused swelling and caused the area all around the surgical wound to split open. So today when I got to the hospital, they begin an IV of antibiotic, put me in an ice bed (gotta love those things) to get my fever down, and once again they attempted to get this infected tissue out by doing more surgery. But there isn't much they can do with the infection in the bone right now. Sad thing is that the antibiotics really don't do any good because I have been on them so much for so long for this same thing. So yeah, I am a little down right now because I'm just tired of dealing with the same thing over and over again. Anywho, I'm gonna do my damn best to keep laughing and smiling and holding my head up because I know my day is coming when all of this will be behind me. And it all of my great friends that help so much!!!!!!Thanks, y'all! Mary
.....Isn't always the easiest thing to do. Some of my closest friends often ask me how to I keep smiling and laughing with all that I have going on in my life. My answer is that you have to laugh to keep from crying at times. Being down and out doesn't fix anything. Don't get me wrong, I have my days just like everyone else. Those days when I whine and cry. I pout and get pissed. But when I'm done with those temper tantrums, nothing has changed other than minutes of my life wasted having useless pity parties. Yeah, I have about 3 full plates right now. Some of my dearest friends knows a lot of what is going on in my life but no one but me knows everything. I honestly do not remember what it is like to have a day without pain, and that sucks like hell. But at the end of the day, I choose to keep on smiling. Laughing. Being the silly, goofy, clueless person that I have always been. I don't know why I am writing all of this. Maybe it's just to help myself out. But always remember that no matter how bad you feel or how bad the situation is, a smile and a good, deep laugh, rather by yourself or with some friends, will always make you feel better. So take a minute or two today and do something to make you feel good. Something to make you smile from deep within your heart. I promise, the Happy Country Girl wouldn't steer you wrong. Smile....Make today the best day you've ever had!!! Hugs & Love, Mary
They moved my surgery time up and I am now home and in loads of pain. They weren't able to do everything that needed to be done because it was wors than they thought. So they will be scheduling the basically the same procedure to be done again sometime in the near future. I'm just so damn tired of this. After 5 years of dealing with, I have had it. But what do you do? Lay there and let them do what they have to do. Anyway, thanks for all the kind words and prayers and please continue with them. Much love, Mary
Howdy y'all! Hope you all are doing well. This is just another little peep into what is going on with me. Tomorrow morning I go for bloodwork then I will be having some surgery done at 4:00pm. My leg has once again gotten infected and the doctors are going to try and do some cutting and cleaning to prevent the infection from getting into my bone again. Also from all of the infection in the area, there is another area on my leg that has become infected. It has caused a cyst type thing to come up and they are going to have to cut into my leg about 2 inches deep to try to get this taken care of to also try to stop the infection. I am somewhat discouraged by all of this because I really thought I was on my way to recovery. However, my body can't seem to fight off infection of any kind and I am immuned to all the antibiotics. And to think....this is all because of an allergic reaction to a tattoo. As much as I love ink, I wish I had never gotten that first drop put into my body. All of this and I don't even have the tat anymore. lol All I am asking from you all is that you please keep me in your thoughts and prayers!!! Hugs to you all, Mary
LoL!!! Soooooooooo most of you know that I have been in ancient times of the internet world and struggling on dial up. You all will be happy to know that I bit the bullet and went to Alltel and purchased this modern thing they call wireless internet. lmao OMG!!! I was so amazed. I can actually rate more than 50 pictures in an hour anddddddddddddddddd I can watch videos. I feel like I have stepped into another planet. Why didn't somebody tell me it would be this great??? LOL
After 37 years of living in the same house, my grandparents are putting the house up for sale, buying a mobile home and putting it on the land of my parents. Is this something they want to do? Not particulary. But the neighborhood they live in has gone to hell. They have basically outlived all of their lifelong neighbors and their is a new generational neighborhood there now. A neighborhood of drug dealers. We have all called the police, been to the city council and nothing will be done. You see, it's a very small town. The town I actually grew up in. A town that has had the same law enforcement for as long as I can remember and there have been rumors for years that they are in on the drug dealings in the town. No, I can't prove it, but when you see the happenings that we have seen and no one will do anything, you can't help but question it. So now, our family has to give up a part of what has been home to us for all of these years. I myself have some good memories there and I have some memories that I wish I didn't. Nonetheless, I want my grandparents to be safe. Not lose their lives over a quick high that a neighbor gets or a drug deal gone bad. It is however a sad day when the 'good guys' have to give up to the 'bad guys' because the government and law has gone to hell in a handbasket. The bright side of this story is that I will now have my grandparents living about 4 minutes from me. If you think I'm spoiled ain't seen nothing yet. lol But trust me, I spoil them in return.
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