I think at somepoint this week i figured out fact from fiction....sad but true...can i state i effin love my C.N.H.F family and altho i havent given you most time ima bout too...I had to look inside me and see whats best for dee. what makes me smile what makes me tick...I gotta get shit together for me this babygirl needs better..deserves more, needs to love thyself above all others...i sit here and cry that twisted godess has always gave good advice she altho is my age is like my big sister motherly figure...knows whats best for me...this is mearly a websight it isnt r/l she tells me over and over...Miss your right..I may dedicate my strength that i have left to you...ty twisted lemme let you know about me
I do cry
I do laugh
sometimes the two melt together
i fuck up shit. break shit, swear, loss my temper, make mistakes, have good days, and bad ones...
i live to breath and breath to live sometimes that is about all each day
i make friends to have friends i keep them and if i make a mistake and it is worth fixing I will fucking try my hardest...
i know i am a bbw and fat bitch isnt going to faze me anymore ima hold my head high
you cant suck the life from me anymore
i wear crazy shit and i ROCK IT!!!
yeah i like girls so what its 2008 try one you might like it
I feel i am the real deal i dont pretend to be your friend because i want something....minx nj the bullies i appreciate that and what you 2 have done for me...
queen aww shit we been thro hell n back but i love you and your one of my besties i always roll with you
lil~damn woman word cant even describe you adore doesnt complete it back bone isnt enough...partner in crime maybe
on that note im going to spread my wings and fly...ty all so very much for what you have inspired within me
