Uh.. first blog.. oh yaygasm. well I am completely fuckin addicted to this site as much as I loathe to admit it. its mothers day for a few more minutes and I honestly even as a mother or maybe because I am a mother cant wait for it to be over. I miss my son who was given up for adoption 8 years ago, and I miss my mom. all are in texas.
homesickness has been kicking my ass financial issues are also kicking my ass.. so yay.. I come here to forget. for the most part it works till I see bling.. or vips, or Cherry bombs and 11's and think.. gee I would love to have one of those.. and then I remember.. oh yeah.. cant fuckin afford it..
I am very opinionated, I am stubborn as fuck, and I am honest to the degree most people dont like my bluntness, though I always TRY to be nice.. it doesnt always work that way.
who knows. anyway.. I have posted my first blog and I am off to go lose myself a bit more in fubar. love to you who read it..