I lost someone that lived and grew in my heart
Cannot let myself say to the hell with her
We are just loving friends and nothing more
Many people have told me that life is unfair
Another phrase that I consider bullshit
It was made by you from the choices you picked
To feel like the worst piece of trash
Lower myself deeper to the ends of pain
Do I regret everything that took place with her
Any remorse that I want to break free?
The amount that I have clogs up my veins
So much pain all around me as my life slips away
Get it together or punch myself in the face
Hold what you have and never let go
But again my thoughts think of her and what I am
No more sadness and the crying must end.
Must stop calling myself lame again...
I have been through hell and I have been through worse
Just the feelings in me wont go away
So as my final statement to the ones who feel bad
If life has your own hands choking your throat...
Do anything possible to not give up hope.
