well this past friday i got some more bad news. our family had another person pass away. so much shit is going on right now that adding that just sucks so bad. this man was like another grandfather to my family memebers. but what sucks the most is my lil cousin (matt) go so close to him once his dad passed away earlier this year and for him to lose more is just not fair. well just wanted to write this down cause it is killing me knowing all this pain my family is going through. :(