Twisted Little Star's blog: "BLAH :["

I'm not really sure what is wrong with me today. I was woken up this morning with decent sex, was in a good mood and all of a sudden I wanna cry and throw up all at the same time. I have the strong urge to cut myself but I'm trying to steer away from that. It's been a few weeks since I did that. Writing helps me so I'm hoping this will ease the urge to cut. I'm crying as I type so maybe I can avoid it. Time will tell.