well who would of thought. Spend 2 months with someone and totally get attached to having them next to you at night. Its such a comforting feeling to know that there is one person out there that can comfort you. But you never realize what you lost till its gone. Ya everything in life Doesnt go the way you want it to or plan it, Life changes so does the needs of others. You realize what someone needs or wants once its to late or gone. Odd as it seems this person prolly doesnt realize how much she ment to me. She has always been there as a friend since day one. I dropped everything for her. I did everything to make her happy. Well so i thought... Why does a broken heart feel so bad? I can send aimless amounts of messages to her and im sure she will never know how much i loved her even tho we only spent a couple months together. I guess as they say "You never know what your missing till its gone", Which now i see how true it is. Im so confused i havent a clue what to do or to say to her now that would even mend this up.
