so what i am insane but i can't do any thing about it accept destroy myself which is really redundant because you can't kill something that's already dead .... so why do i keep making the wrong choices keep putting myself in the wrong places again and again hmmm so i am either really stupid are i have lost my freaking mind either way i guess it doesn't really matter i will just keep going until the end with blinders on maybe i won't even see the wall before i hit it :)
