I have thought long and hard on who my Idols are. I would have to say 2 people. One is my older sister and my mom.
my mom tought me to love with everything i have. thats one of the few things since she has passed away i have realised. I also now know that all the fights and stupid arguements were to help me to be a better person. Yes as a teenager i hated my mom just like most people did, but i have to admit, She raised me and my siblings to the best of her ability and tought us from what she had already gone thru. there isnt a day that goes by that i dont miss her and hope im living the way she wanted. but all she wanted was for me to be true to my self and be the best i could be. I guess i owe that much to her. cause what you see is what you get.
My sister, i cant say enough about her. shes always been there. Dosent matter what i need to talk to her about shes there. Between her and my mom they are who made me what i am and i can only hope that they realise just how important they are and always will be in my life.