Blackness
Blackness all around
No point in looking down
I jumped without a thought
I figured I’d get caught
The truth remained to be seen
It turned out to be the same old thing
How could I be so dumb?
I think I’m the only one
The lies were easy to believe
I blame myself for everything
I took it at it’s word
Fucking thing was absurd
That this time it would work
That for once it wouldn’t be me getting hurt
I discovered the lot
When my heart turned to rot
So next time I choose to leap
I’m going to rest assure I land on my feet
I’ll be the one in control
I won’t ever let him know
This heart will be closed down
I will from this point on
Always look down
