do you ever wonder if you are doing the right thing??? I always wonder about that.. It always seems no matter what I do to get a hold on my life it ends up going backwards..Crazy but true.
Im not sure why I am on fubar...well i am sure why but then I wonder maybe I shouldnt have gone looking for the past...Its not a bad thing...its just me thinking crazy....we all do right..Ive been with this guy for almost three years now really sweet...cant imagine life without him..I just get so stressed sometimes..as we all do I guess....my kids I have two...they are my life...I would do anything for them.. its just crazy how life works..relationships you want to work dont work relationships you dont think will work sort of work...then you get married maybe divorced...me..my boyfreind would love to get married, but I just cant do it..I was married for 8 years and bammm...it went down the tubes...
so that ruins my outlook on marraige...but i always tell him we dont need to get married...
I guess im just rambling on to bore everyone maybe ill stop now...sorry....
