ok, my birthday is sunday. i'm alittle frustrated that once again i will be doing nothing for it. i mean, mom's gonna watch the boys for me for the night and i'm gonna go shopping for groceries or something. sounds like a blast huh? lol, thought about taking myself to a movie but, i don't really wanna go alone. or i could go to my n/a meeting and then shop alittle, but it just doesn't seem right. wish i had somewhere to go or something to do, but all my friends party and i don't anymore and i know them, they'll all be out and about at 8pm. lol..
i don't know, just been feeling blah lately. i have some serious cabin fever. all i ever do is work and come home and go crazy cuz the boys are stuck in the house all day cuz it's cold and stuff. i don't know.........just whining i guess!!
